06 June 2007

if what you’ve shown me is true love, i dun want it ever to stop


I have never known that a guy should send a girl home. I don’t know that a gentlemen would order food for his girlfriend. When you wanted to pay for most of my meals, i thought it was strange.

When we quarrel, i wait for you to shout back at me…but you explain nicely. When i get PMS, i thought you will ignore me…but you were my listening ear.

You say you like to sleep early. when i first knew you, you slept at 10am. Now there are times you sleep at 3am.

I remember once i brought you to eat seafood buffet for your birthday treat. You swore never to eat another buffet, cos you hated the feeling of over eating. I don’t know if i should scold or laugh at you. You wanted not to waste food. And i like to take alot of what i cant finish. So you wanted to eat all that i took. I told you buffet is not for gorging but because its worth the cost. But you could not let food be wasted.

I wanted to go prawn fishing. You suggested to go eat steamboat buffet. i asked why you want to go when you hate buffet. You say," its ok. you like what. i just try to eat in moderation."

Sometimes you are like a brick wall that it so rigid. But there are many times, the wall becomes a piece of quality silk. So comfortable to be with. And i cant deny that its of good material.

I did not know whats a good boyfrind till i met you. I never knew what a good girlfriend i can be, till you gave me room me to be one.

You are so health concious but you have got fatter together with me.

You are ‘Mr Proper’. But that day, i saw you still eat the piece of meat when it dropped on your living room floor. Despite liking everything proper. You have adapted to this very ‘improper’ person, and love me unconditionally.

I dont have to worry about where you go. Because you will always tell me about your plans. You tell me that i am your best friend. I believe it because you hold nothing back from me. Yes, and you are my best friend too.

I started this relationship being very paranoid. Cos i felt such good fortune cant be happening to me. I feel that it will be taken away from me. It was like a dream, that i dont want to wake up from.

Its you who have allowed for me to love you, and loved me back just as much.