Thinking back on all the pit stops in my life, the narrow and winding...I would not changed a thing. Without bad boyfriends, i would not have left churches. I would not have gotten into such a low point in my life that, made me an opportunity to meet your father. And i cannot imagine any other child than you.
Sometimes i do get sleepless thinking of the nightmares of staying on the hospital beds. But i believe that God is good to me, to your Papa and especially to you. He will keep our family together and bring us closer.
Your mummy has phobia over being pregnant again. The hematologist also says that it may be a risk, getting a deformed fetus. And i have made the decision to focus all my love on you and not try for another. So the next time you ask me for a sister or brother. Do understand why. Ok? Anyway you would not feel lonely with your cousin Ashley at our house all the time.
At this point you are 9 mths old, you are recovering from a cough. You possess my strong will and also my temper. Haha. But you have a joy in you that has been a source of comfort for your parents. Thank You
Continue to be a happy child and make us proud.
