You spend life chasing for the latest gagets. The most fashionable clothes. Hang out with the coolest friends. And go to the most exciting place at the right occasions.
On 4/3/07, i realised that all these are not important anymore. The latest gadgets wont help me in all the situations i face. My fashionable clothes wont make be smile when i am hurt. My coolest friends wont cry with me when i am sad. The most exciting places wont be right for me to feel comforted.
When i mourn for the death of a loved one, nothing could take away the stab in my heart. The only healer is time. I began to reflect on how other people handle their hurts.
One would embrace new friendships, another would get a new tattoo, some drown themselves with alcohol, seeking revenge was also a suggession, play the blaming game and looking towards religion.
What is right? What is wrong?
All of the methods still will make you feel empty inside. Unfulfilled.
I find my comfort in my loved one. He cried with me. I thank God for someone to share my pain.
I find my sanity in Jesus. Who went through via dolorosa.
I fill my emptiness with Purpose. Not just the name Butt which means Purpose in french. I lost Butt my dog. Who would help bring me purpose in life. His death is a reminder that a life of purpose is sweet.
I will not lead a life without true purpose. The restorative fullfilled purpose in given by my Father in Heaven.
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