I will trust in You

I believe that...

What i promise that He gave
I will abide and be grateful for His blessinga

Intense Desire

I was desperate

Could even taste the success on my lips

A feeling in my gut

Not knowing if its by fear or of a good sign coming

I shout out to the one who holds the power to create

Can i have this prayer answered?

As i hear the lyrics to the song..."I could live without many things. And I could carry on, but I couldn't face my life tomorrow. Without Your hope in my heart ......"

"I could travel the world. See all the wonders beautiful and new. They'd only make me think of You. And I could have all life offers. Riches that were far beyond compare. To grant my every wish without a care..."

I gulped with intense desire. I feel the desire gripping me. And tears start to bream and threaten to row down.

"I want that hope, that appreciation for what i am already blessed with."

But...

can i have one more?

I promise to want less and thank more

only one more wish

I need a sign that gd can happen to me

Life is so strange sometimes

If you ask me, which do i prefer

To be placed on cloud 9 and fall flat on your face the next minute

or

To feel everything is going wrong and then to be boosted on cloud 9

I prefer the latter

Its like having a smile and having it wiped off your face

I want to smile again

I want to have something that creates a smile that would last

I am pleading with You

Please...i need to smile

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Lets all pen down our new year goals now!

For the past few years i have started this tradition with my husband of penning our new year resolution at the end or the beginning of the year. At the end of the following year, we would look back at it to see how far we have strayed from our resolutions. Surprisingly, 70% of them were fulfilled even though we may have forgotten most of them.

Let me tell you a secret to success. The difference between successful men and very successful men is that...the very successful men writes down his plans down on paper.

You see its a very simple logic. When you write it down, you not only tell yourself you are serious about acheiving it, you also help yourself remember it subconciously. So with a heart of willingness and a mind thats focuses on a new year ahead, you wont go too far from what you wrote down.

With all the excitement of writing one down, you may face with immediate hurdles and high walls to climb. That will make you lose sight on your plans. Who says that fullfilling your dreams was easy? Strive on, cos at the end, when you look back at what you have written. The success will be sweet.

Here's some of the resolutions my cousins and i have written. Lets look back at them again next year

Justin - My new year resolution is to score more than 70% in my exams and finish my homework.

Natalie - Top 15 in class (1st term), A1 for Literature, B3 for Science, B3 for English, B4 for Math, B3 for Geography, A2 for history, B3 for Chinese, Save at least $300 this year, get into 3/3 or 3/4 or 35

Nicole - Save $500 this year, get => 65 for Chinese by end of the ear (N Level), => 72 for Eng A2, > 75 Math A1, > 72 POA A2, > 70 Bio B3, => 70 Chem B3, > 67 Geo B3, => 65 Lit B3, => 65 SS, hand in homework on time

Bemish - get pregnant by march, to become a Hot mummy after giving birth by exercising twice a week, start paying tithes every month, open house for cell group by June, start handicraft business again when on no pay leave