Just 2 months more, i will have a change of status and importance.

I will be mummy and a nurturer to a little life that i produced.

As if he is relieving my anxiety, baby allows me to see how he looks like.

I had a dream. He is 5 months old and he has my face, daddy's eyes and mouth. My tanned skin.

No one should think a child is a hindrance but a gift.

'Why' still punctuates my brain when i think of why your brother Noel did not get to see the world.

But they say God has a time for everything and everything in His time.

With how things falls in place nicely. Get solemnised, wedding dinner, get a house, get low key at work and then get pregnant. I believe you are in His time.

Man can build and chases dreams. But if God is not in it, you build and chase in vain.