At this moment, no one can tell u how cancer comes or how u can prevent it. Your mother is at the Haematology Clinic waiting for her bone marrow to be done. Is God in control? There are many questions man cannot answer but what I can tell u is that, we are human. We have imperfect bodies. We fall sick and our bodies fail at times.
My greatest desire is for all my love ones to one day spend eternity in heaven. If I dun see anyone there, it will be my greatest sorrow. I want to see u and ur Papa there. Both of u must make it to heaven, bcos I will be there. After being cheated by the last boyfriend, I fell into another disastrous relationship, with someone 8 years younger than me. He was verbally abusive. We almost got married bcos I was pregnant. He says its better to get an abortion so he can love me more. Which I did and his love for me lasted only a while. For 2 years I drown myself with work and activities. I was quite determined that no one will want someone as ruined as I.
Until your Um Ma Ma, made an attempt to match make me with one of her classmates. Who was in my lecture group in NYP. I was reluctant at first but after our first date, that guy is now ur Papa. He may not be romantic. But he is a man u can count on. Someone once told me, A smart person learns from their mistakes, but a smarter person learns from the mistakes of others.
I want u to learn that u should never grieve the women in ur life. Ur mother, ur grandma, ur cousin, ur wife. Be a responsible man. Do not be like the men that made ur mother's life hell. Live up to the name I have chosen for u. Ralph - to be the counsel for wolves. Even the smart and cunning comes before u for advice. Len - to be like the lion of judah. A leader, majestic, family orientated. Rong Le - to bring honor and joy to those around u. For as early as 7 mths old, u have brought joy to many around u.
Mummy is proud of u and I know u will grow up to be a man respectable in the eyes of God and men.
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